You know that feeling you get when your in a crowded room and everyone is laughing and smiling but in that moment you’ve never felt more alone because in that moment you realise that you’ll never have that. You’ll never not think you’ll never felt be happy and in that moment, You’ve never felt more alone.
No one gets it no one.
Because your pain is only yours to bear. You can cry and scream and slice your skin but the pain still remains. That’s a fact.No one can take it away. But I want it to. I need it to. The pain is overwhelming now. I try and stop. Nothing. The pain is still there. Can you take away my pain? It’s crushing me and I can’t struggle anymore.